((Just a good bye.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 11:37:55 GMT

This can't be the end...
This is the first thing I remember.
Now it's the last thing left on my mind.
I know I'm wrong, but I can't help believing.
The last contagious victim of this plague between us.
I'm sick with aprehension. I'm crippled from exhaustion.

I don't need a reason to be a misfit.
Whatever the reason, how far I'll go.
When it's my time, then I will let you know.
It don't take a genius to be an idiot.
It don't take a Jesus to save my soul.
I did my time and now it's time to go.

I, I'm just killing time now.
I do it all the time now.
And it's killing me.

Where do we go from here?

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Firstly, there will be no official apology for my last post, as I don't think I need to apologise for how I felt. And still, feel.

I will however apologise if I hurt anyone's feelings... I'm sorry. Especially to those that ever did RP with me, thankyou.

Bye to all. Putting aside everything, I have had a fun time here.

I thankyou [the mods] for that. I hope your community does well and you all enjoy it more than I did.

Bye to all the players. I hope you guys stay a lot longer than I did, enjoy it for me? Have fun roleplaying... enjoy your characters with others, talk to people, etc etc.

I guess I'm sorry I didn't ever interact with a lot of you, I'm sure you're all good writers...

Thanks for the time. If anyone does want to keep in contact I'll still be using the screen name JinxMeBillie, if not I bid you all a good day and a good bye. You may now OFICIALLY delete this livejournal of your character's "friends" list. As well as JinxMeBillie from your AIM list, unless you plan otherwise to talk to me.

Oh, and for the record, the little Chat Room thing you guys planned for people to talk to other more, I wasn't in it for two reasons. Well, actually, three. 1) I was at school - time differences suck. 2) I could've made it when I came home, buut it was significantly later when I did feel like going on my PC - I am sick. The third and final reason being I didn't think I really was allowed to be there, because well, I'm leaving, and Billie's usernames for both AIM and LJ have already been added to the friends remove list prior to this journal entry. IDK why. I felt a bit ~~really~~ cut, though. Sorry. And I hope the chat was sucessful for you all. ^_^

Well, I said I was leaving on Friday, and here I am with my last post like I promised with an hour left of my Friday to use...

Goodbye guys.

I hope everyone has a great year, I think I will. :)

<333s to all.

Amy(Yeah, that's my actual name. No fake I'm-not-telling-you-my-real-name deal going on)

/Billie Joe-Shaped.
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Last night, it came as a picture, with a good reason, a warning sign.
This place is void of all passion, if you can imagine, it's easy if you try
Believe me, I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder, this wasn't a vision
This time, where are you Houston?
Is somebody out there, will somebody listen?

Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up memories
Most of them useless, delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal and sick of the boundries
I miss you so much

Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
This time, I don't want to
Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back, should I go back, should I?
I hope I won't forget you

Apologise for the past, talk some shit, take it back
Are we cursed to this life?

Without a crowd, I'm not so loud. I can't do anything by myself.
But that's just another lie.))

Billie Joe loves Zay. But not the people of Chicago. But this doesn't matter to him so much, as long as he has Zay.